Sunday, December 6, 2009

This is the first time I am testing my writing skills and likelihood of screwing up is as probable as Federer winning a tennis match against Bhupati :)
People around me do it and discuss it big time but I was always scared of it just like performing on stage totally off hand. But as I always say life is too short to cry and long enuf to try, lemme give it a shot.
I hope I can pen down a part of the million thoughts that pass me every now and then. Like, I am not trying to hit a gal these days coz I know I'll be getting married in a couple of years and start abstaining now would be justice to my wudbee (Hypocrat : you don't wanna come out of your ego zone and face a brutal denial)
Another problem with me is that I get bored of things (and sometimes people) too early and frequently. That's the reason my activities are so dynamic and curse me for my mercurial nature. Before actually winning a battle, I want to fight a different one. To make long story short, in the anticipation of the better, I trivialize and despise my present.

The irony is that after all the efforts that I've put in introspection and knowing the challenges, I am still the same. All I've gained is the courage to accept it.